UNIT 7

WoW!! it feels like it has been so long since the last time I was able to log in and post a blog. I just returned from a 3 week underway period on my ship and boy was it dreadful. :( I know it must seem like this is all I talk about but at this instance in my life thats all there is, sea duty has literally consumed my life. The constant in an out makes it hard to keep up due to the horrible internet connectivity. For some reason the ships internet or computers does not allow me to log in to seminar or see this website here that we use to blog. Last week I tried for like two hours to post my blog. I tried the computer and then I tried on my phone, it so didnt work and I was so very frustrated. I try to do the best that I can but work is getting to that point where its really stressful. I feel like its just never ending, the moment i think I am almost complete with everything in my inbox, here comes another stack of stuff. UUggghhhhh!!! I just want to pull my hair out. I havent even been on this boat 4 months and I feel like I could retire today if I could. The bad part is its just me, I cant imagine the people who have families. The absence of family and being away so much makes it so much tougher I would imagine. The good thing about it is that time is flying by and I cant wait until my two years are over.